No, there won't be Christmas for me this year
For the simple reason being you're not here.

There won't be eggnogs by the cozy fire
There won't be glasses of mulled wine either
There won't even be a Christmas tree
'cause you're not here to light it up with me

Oh, Santa honey, won't you bring my baby back to me?
'cause i miss him, yes, i miss him oh so dearly.

I haven't sent him his Christmas card
'cause that would mean we really are apart
The Christmas stockings are as empty as my heart

I know you're away doing something good
But just this once, baby, if you could
You know you can, and you know should
'cause Christmas won't be Christmas…

without you

Two days to Christmas and i'm still waiting outside
Wishing upon a star that you'll be coming home tonight
But it was cold, it was getting late
Sadly, i crept back into bed
But then i felt a soft kiss on my cheek
I opened my eyes, and there my baby was…

with me.

My baby came back for me
Merry Christmas, baby :**

11:57 pm  •  15 November 2010

I just miss someone like you, miss the way how your smiles make me smile. I miss the way how we argue and hug after all the troubles that passes through. I miss the way how your kisses felt, so crazy gentle that melts my heart just for you. I miss those eyes that blew these blues away. I just do, nothing more. I just do miss you, :|

11:55 pm  •  15 November 2010

This is how i roll, :D

8:49 am  •  15 November 2010  •  1 note

BUT IT HURTS! >.<

(Source: yanilavigne, via lxaiiohsoohigh)

6:00 am  •  14 November 2010  •  1,386 notes

I`ll be coming home soon, :**

(via lxaiiohsoohigh)

5:59 am  •  14 November 2010

Midnight bottle take me come with me my memories and everything come back to me
Midnight bottle make it real what feels like make believe so I can see a little more clearly
Like every single move you make kissing me so carefully on the corners of my dreaming eyes

I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down 
A one way ticket takes me to the times we had before
When everything felt so right
If only for tonight I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna ease my pain
From all these feelings driving me insane
When I’m with you and everything’s all right if only for tonight
Got a midnight bottle drifting off into the candlelight where I can find you in your time
A midnight bottle I forgot how good it felt to be in a dream just like you had me
Cuz lately I’ve been stumbling feels like I’m recovering
But I think it’s only for tonight

I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down 
A one way ticket takes me to the times we had before
When everything felt so right
If only for tonight I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna ease my pain
From all these feelings driving me insane
When I’m with you and everything’s all right if only for tonight
If only for tonight, if only for tonight, if only for tonight

I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna drink it down 
A one way ticket takes me to the times we had before
When everything felt so right
If only for tonight I’ve got a midnight bottle gonna ease my pain
From all these feelings driving me insane
When I’m with you and everything’s all right if only for tonight
If only for tonight, if only for tonight, if only for tonight.

5:53 am  •  14 November 2010

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. 

- Lao Tzu 

6:16 pm  •  12 November 2010  •  1 note

Just about the time the shadows call
I undress my mind and dare you to follow
Paint a portrait of my mystery
Only close my eyes and you are here with me
A nameless face to think I see
To sit and watch the waves with me till they’re gone
A heart I’d swear I’d recognize is made out of
My own devices…
Could I be wrong?

The time that I’ve taken
I pray is not wasted
Have I already tasted my piece of one sweet love?

Sleepless nights you creep inside of me
Paint your shadows on the breath that we share
You take more than just my sanity
You take my reason not to care.
No ordinary wings I’ll need
The sky itself will carry me back to you
The things I dream that I can do I’ll open up
The moon for you
Just come down soon.

Ready and waiting for a heart worth the breaking
But I’d settle for an honest mistake in the name of
One sweet love.

Savor the sorrow to soften the pain sip on
The southern rain
As I do, I don’t look don’t touch don’t do anything
But hope that there is a you.

The earth that is the space between,
I’d banish it from under me…to get to you.
Your unexpected love provides my,

Solitary’s Suicide…

Oh I wish I knew.

One sweet love.

- Sara Bareilles

12:03 pm  •  12 November 2010

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

My Ex-boyfriend`s break up words, >.<

11:34 am  •  12 November 2010